You.

I placed it beside my bed, looking at it every night before i sleep..

"Hi, how are you? "

I am just missing you, a lil. 

:)

Beginning

Well, i deleted all my past blog posts and now this look like my new blog again. 

It's a brand new start for me i guess as i'm currently located in Paris & will be studying here for the next 4 mths as a exchange programme. 

It wasn't easy for me to leave everything in sg 'cus i really really can't bear to leave my family and friends.. 

& the past few days was .. horrible for me. So bad. 

the stress that i was feeling and all the worries and guilt in me.. 

i wasn't sure how i am going to cope with all this and survive the next 4 mths 

But i'm very glad that everything have fallen back to it's place. 

After everything that has happened, it made me realised the importance of family. 

Not even friends nor bf can replace it. 

Now that i'm so far away from my homeland, i miss my family so so much.. 

My mother who i always complain naggy.

My dad who i always quarrel/fight with.

My irritating bro who i was complain about. 

Every single day when i called back home, they will be like "i miss you so much" , "take care of yourself ok"? , "buy food to eat don't cook noodles". 

I felt soooooooo loved & bad at the same time. 

Bad because i have never realised how important they are to me..

i still rmb how emotional i was on the day i was leaving.. i couldn't stop crying! 

Also, i'm glad that i have so many great friends staying by my side and constantly checking on how i am.. 

Thanks my loves <3 

it's really not easy to find true friends but it's amazing how i have so many friends that really care for me. Lucky me..

It's really okay not to have a lover, right? (HAHA)

I miss you.

I miss you, mummy.